Love

A few days ago I met one woman, she is a mother of my son's friend, she just phone me and we met at restaurant after my work. It was first time to talk with her. I was no idea what she want talk to me.

Then she was start to tell me about her religion, it's OK I can listen about what's her interesting. And then she told me since she started this her new religion good things happened to her, she just told me what's happened goodness for her. I said that's good for you.

Then she begun to tell me about her memory of when she was child , and about her parents were very poor that's why she has bad memory of her childhood.

I surprised , I just said to her " I was very happy when I was child, and I am thanks to my past parents every night before I sleep. " I really surprised because she is not feel thanks to her parents still now , she is still complain about her age of childhood ,that's very sad I thought so.

She is just looks ordinary woman,and good person.

But I was disappoint that she can't feel thanks to her parents still now , and I asked her "Do you visit to your parents's grave ? " She said " No , because this religion is ban to visit grave "

That is very sad . I couldn't realize it, why ?

I was happy when I was child , I can realize my parents's lot of love, my father was work hard for my family till he fell down by cancer, he was worked as director of construction tunnel he was blasting engineer,his responsibility of his job and also his responsibility of his family my father worked and fought to his sick, because I was still young 15 years old when he died. I understand he worked hard for us.

My mother was she liked knitting or sewing, she taught to me knitting and sewing still I was child around 8 or 9 years old I liked use sewing machine same as my mother do and knitting too . when I remind my parents I feel lot of love when I was child.

A woman she wanted tell me about her new religion ,because she said to me things going to be well everything, that is what she feel now with it. I told her I'm christian so I can't change my religion.

But after I came back home ,I just felt her parents are fell lonely if nobody visit their grave ,if nobody give flower for them.

That's very sad.

Sometime I open my family album ,I can find lot of my parents's love and how I was happiness with their love when I was child, I should give thanks to them .

Fun

"YES　MAN” I and my daughter we laughed too much ,I like comedy movies.

When my children were still small they used to laugh all the time ,and always their laughing voice were around me whole the time ,I loved it so much, my sons and daughter were when they went to bed I used hear their voice of talking and laughing, it was just like humming birds and then suddenly night become silence ,then I found they fell in sleep,that was my life which I felt one of peace, to listen my kids's talking little voice from their bed, it was so cute time.

My kids taught me really happiness and what is life,yes I really thought always I love their smile and I love their laughing voice, sometime I felt their are really like angels .

Yes even when they grown up they like to make me laugh,sometime when I got tired from work but when I got home they make me laugh ,sounds of laugh. I understood they made what is warm home with sounds of laugh in daily.

And also we used watch comedy videoes in weekend ,movie time was should be fun, that was my home and I really thanks to my sons and daughter that they made warm home to me.

To laughing is makes me feel good, because now I forget about shoulder pain or leg pain,may be if I think about pain it might be become more but even short time if I forget about it may be become better or I could relax by laughing .

Now I surprise when we finished watch "YES MAN "now my daughter turned to TV there is Jim Carry's movie ! ! ! again ? it is " The Grinch " we should surprise " Jim Carry again ! ! ! ?

It's also we can laugh how much is percentage to happen like that, that's funny.

Dreams in the box

When I switch on the TV this morning there was fire works show ,it was very beautiful. I was just watching it ,so beautiful.

Every day when I go to convenience shop I find UNICEF charity box on the counter there is full of coins in the box ,it's means there is many people's dream in there now days we can find UNICEF charity box at family restaurant too.

And my daughter also keeping coins in the bottle with her dreams.

About world's hunger crisis we hope if we can do something, may be it's possible to help the investment for agriculture in developing country ,but what we can do now ourselves so we just stare at the charity box with our dreams.

NUMB3RS

This day I and my daughter like to watch DVD " NUMB3RS ",it is very interesting we like it very much.

Then I thought about we need the numbers to people to understand to know our future of global warming. People in the world we need the correct numbers of what's going on in the our future of global warming and we have to know the exactly our action through the world and it in also politic very important.

I think this time is already have past to just warning about global warming or low- carbon future or just say " we have to try to think about our environment" because now days even children are already know about this serious problem global warming and they are understanding what is matter they we'll answer exactly " because of CO2" they know it even they can answer "because we use much more electricity. "or they can answer " we need solar panel at home for low- carbon future " .This is kids.They understand more than anybody.

So we need the more serious action through the world or world can become together to resolve it.

That we need numbers all people have right to know the numbers .

It is more easy to understand to what we have to do, science can explain about future in numbers ,it will be more simple to understand this global warming problem.

We need estimate of CO2 in future and we need estimate of low-carbon future.

This problem is for everyone who lives on the earth, that is very serious, and we know it.

Right now I want know the correct numbers about what's going on.

I know scientist can do it may be it will looks like hard to understand but we will used be it,one day children we'll be more easily to explain to us ,use the numbers is more effective to understand than any words.

I hope so.We can share the data through the world and it's shouldn't be for only specialist.

Moon light

Tonight when we looked up the moon , it was very beautiful !

My daughter said " It's shinning so beautiful in the night sky ! "

In just second I could see the moon was shinning with little bit blue light , is it so ?

But I was so wonder because that how we can see the moon's surface so clear.

And then I imagine if we are standing on the moon we can see the earth same way that how we looking at the moon ,it will be we'll see the earth as beautiful blue planet just like which the KAGUYA captured beautiful photo " Rising Earth " which is most famous vew from the moon real blue color planet , I felt "Is it that blue planet where we live and only one planet in this universe ?.

Yeah! we can imagine when we looked up the moon same way we can see the blue planet earth from moon and we can realize this beautiful planet earth is only one in the universe then I feel that is almost miracle about our life on the this earth where we live.

A moment is never be again time is just going to past, to spend a moment with my daughter to looking up the moon tonight is just only this moment and then everything is passing away .

Tonight I felt thanks to our life...that we could see the beautiful moon light and the stars shinning in the night sky.

Hachi the movie

" Hachi " an famous true dog's story in Japan remakes in American movie, I watched just 3 minutes on You Tube in just few minutes I felt tears . It is very heart warming story.

My eyes still fill tears .

I will go to theater to watch it to feel deep heart warming story.

It will be everyone hope to feel this story,and it is which everyone wanted on movies to feel it.

A solar eclipse

A day 22, July we were very exited to watch a solar eclipse in morning here in Japan.

It was very fantastic moment to feel the miracle phenomenon, I could see the sun shapes like a crescent moon ,so many people were looked up the sun same time all over in Japan .

How people felt so happy time and whole day TV shown people were exited to watch a solar eclipse ,one of show from sun , moon and earth , people were smiling, surprising and exited to feel the mystery of universe.

It was very fun and it was so wonderful.

I watched it without glasses ,I knew I shouldn't do that to watch the sun with my own eyes but I surprised that sun was looks very small as usually I thought.

And I thought really math in nature how it is so correctness ,I can realize we are part of the universe that's why we live , and also we are one of the create of this universe.

Our life as human it is very complicated ,if we think about a gene that is really created by correctness of universe that's I could understand .

Anyway,I have ever seen such a people were looks happy and exited everyone looked up the sky , then morning to night TV shown people's full of smile , yeah it was very good day and good news makes us so happy.

It was very happy day!

Michael's music is sounding all over the world

Today I and my daughter found Michael Jackson's CD had sold out at shop and then we drove to another shop and then to another shop , we could find at least there were only three disc ,my daughter felt pain about that Michael passed away it is still hard to believe.

I feel tears still when I listening to his music and many many people around the world they are listening to his music now to tribute . This is his magic such as phenomenon ever happened before in the world , all over the world ? People are cry for an one man , but it is fact and nobody could imagine . We miss him so much ,why ?

When I saw the Quincy Jones is talking about Michael Jackson on BBC interview ,I realized Michael Jackson has disappear from this world then only remain is his music,we will not see his performance again, that is very sad.

He did just disappear suddenly, I'm still sad ,very sad .

He left to us his music . Michael's music is sounding all over the world now.........

I can not sleep because too sad.

" Waltz for Debby" Bill Evans

This day I'm listening my favorite album " Waltz for Debby " Bill Evans Trio,it is still so wonderful ,I used listen his music every day when I was 19 years old very very long time ago,and one surprise is this music was recorded in 1961 Village Vanguard, that is too old time,but I love his piano very much.

A day 25 June 2009 ,many many people shouted out this word " Michael " over the world, it was early morning around 6:30 26 June time in Japan I surprised about his first news on TV,

I just felt "Why ? What's happened Michael Jackson ? " it became turn to very very sad news.

I feel still grief, how he is now I'm sure everybody turn to grief around the world.

Michael doesn't know us as personal but we feel like we lost one of our friend I don't know why we feel so.

Many people has some memory with his music in our life.I also remind memory when my first son Ntare was 2 years old he loved Michael Jackson's music video "Thriller " every morning he put it in the player and switch on to play video we didn't realize how he knew to play video,it was wonder and then I have take my son to kinder garden with Michael Jackson's video tape because he never want leave it. My son was still small, that's my memory with his music.

" Michael " we are very sad we say so just like our friend ,we just say " Michael "

All over the world people called his name " Michael " .... in grief, very very sad.

Last Tuesday I went to hospital ,because I got cold but it was not flu . At first I have to wrote down to some questions sheet , only one flower I have serious allergy it's called " Obukonica "

and this season between March to May I have allergy of pollen.

I feel we became very weak or become more sensitive .We can't live without washing hand with hand soap, we can't live with dusty. I don't know when human become so weak by germs or even just pollen people are hate them,we are became very nervously.

One day I thought if we go into deep forest now we we'll meet unknown virus or some unknown germs etc human have never enter that place there are in the world ,but this days people are go into every where till all over the world ,there should be only nature, and there was nature lived without human , the place natural . But if we enter to unknown world where the place nature only lived as natural, it that sure we' ll get sick with unknown diseases.

I thought so in Africa .

Even if I imagine ancient age of ice block if melt down it's might awake some kind of virus or some kind of germs from long sleep in ice ,it's can not forecast because it is unknown world kept in the old ice block in the North poll, there are things of ancient, no one knows .

So I need to live with mask to cover my nose and mask and live with hand soap washing my hand everyday, may be one day I have to wear the cloth protect from pollen , that's very funny .

Time will shift

Time will　shift , in this economy crisis things are going to change to aim at low carbon society.

Some kind of business are recommend energy- saving type , construction industry are recommend energy saving building or apartment and house, automobile industry are recommend friendly to environment cars,and now government are seeking employment to solar power station,and also it 's looks like speedy shift.It's started from problem of this economy crisis,how to survive or how to get out ? That's will change till our life style to eco-life style.Now no more plastic bag at super market in our city 85%,that is our governor try how to aim at low carbon society only that's.

We can imagine our future and people are try to seeking how to close to our imagination.

Some times I feel how human is wonderful, we'll see next generation's life is not much like now,because it is in our future.

Guardian angel

When we were living in Nairobi I liked to visit church with my children ,they were still small kids,most I like to tell my kids was one Italian paint which was drawn guardian angel with children,I liked to show that to my kids and I love that paint very much. May be that time I wish to guide by guardian angel myself and also I wished guardian angel will lead my kids's life.

My husband told me when I was with my first baby whale day and everyday,he said " Do not worry about baby's life everyday God will protect him and will guide , mother can not be with him always when he start to go to school. " I like that words what he told me, may be he saw me that I was holding my first baby all the time and he realized my mind was too much responsibility of new life in my hand .

So when I found Italian paint of guardian angel at Church's charity ,I felt so beautiful.

Sometime people asked me which words is most favorites words in Holy Bible?

I say "2 Corinthians " chapter 4 ; 18, " So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. "

My husband loved Holy Bible , he named our first baby " Ntare " was in his Holy Bible,he opened his Holy Bible and then ,he called baby " Ntare ", from Genesis chapter 49 ; 9.

And also our second baby he called " Bob Moses "

In daily life we might forget something very simple, because of busy for work or because of we repeat daily quick weekly.

Now my sons are living them self , so somtimes I worry too much ,but may be I need to belive

things unseen, like guardian angel will be them...

Green Green Green

Green, green,green,green ,this days I feel we became to hear this words more than a year ago," friendly to earth or green earth something more " I think that people loving life and people are loving earth where we live, many many people are working for green something even looks very small but even things I can't do that school children are try .I always feel how people are fantastic. Green green green inside this words I can see green world in our future ,and I can imagine earth will covered by green . Because people are hope so ,and me too I hope so..